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I Can Smile Again

by Nothing Planned

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1.
Finding peace in paradise Is not as easy as it seems But for now I can wake up Feeling okay with my dreams I used to fall asleep Resenting who I was But I can't change even if I try Cuz This is what I love I stand (I stand) I stand on my own I am (I am) I am not alone Meet the new me It started out slow But it's staring to grow on me Close to home is where I'll always be Standing tall with the world at my feet Good intentions I swear I'll make it through the day Negativity What I have but not what I need So step up or step off You've come a little too close I think it's time I stand up Every motherfucker will know I do this for me For me and no one else You'll see me at the top From the bottom where you dwell Meet the new me (Meet the new me) It started out slow But it's starting to grow on me Close to home is where I'll always be Standing tall with the world at my feet
2.
I'm over being lonely I'm over being left out I want to feel like someone wants me But not the point where I'm lonely again I spent the last fifteen months on my knees And now I just want to feel free Is it too much to ask For something rather than nothing at all I'm so done with everyone turning against me I don't want to lose what already have But is it too much to ask for something more I'm bored out of my fucking mind Am I living or just alive The only one that can change me is myself I refuse to live my live according to anyone else I'm so done with everyone turning against me I don't want to lose what already have But is it too much to ask for something more Go ahead and judge me You'll find that you're greatly outnumbered I'm so done with everyone turning against me I don't want to lose what already have But is it too much to ask for something more
3.
The nights are over waiting Staring at my phone screen The walls were closing in Escaped to see you get crushed in between Every day I wonder why I stayed so long Taped my mouth shut for a year Now I can finally write this song I'm walking away Questioning everything My mind was dark and cold And to be honest that shit was getting old I can smile again But I can't call you my friend The nights are over waiting Staring at my phone screen The walls were closing in Escaped to see you get crushed in between You're so clueless and the truth is I will never be the same You're a laughing stock and it's no shock Turns out you're the one who needed me I'm done apologizing for being all I could be I never asked you for much And yet you still betrayed me You always wanted more When I gave you everything And you walked right out that door Lying to my face I can smile again But I can't call you my friend I can smile again But I can't call you my friend The nights are over waiting Staring at my phone screen The walls were closing in Escaped to see you get crushed in between You're so clueless and the truth is I will never be the same You're a laughing stock and it's no shock Turns out you're the one who needed me You know what I still think about you Not in the same way You're a laughing stock and it's no shock Turns out you're the one who needed me
4.
I need a wake up call 'Cause some days I can't get out of bed I'm spiraling out of control I just need to get out of my own head I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders And I carry the hate of the world on my back And I can't ever get out of my head It's like I'm locked up cold and dead I've washed away every feeling of happiness I miss everything that I once had including my own mind But as long as I have you here Then I guess I'll be alright Grow up and move on is what they always say But it's hard when I haven't fucking moved all day Leave me alone and get out of my face I can't find the time when I have no place And I can't ever get out of my head It's like I'm locked up cold and dead I've washed away every feeling of happiness I miss everything that I once had including my own mind But as long as I have you here Then I guess I'll be alright I've lost all sense of control I'm digging myself deeper and deeper (Into a hole) I just want to make it out alive I need to breathe I need to see the light Wake me up I want to go home I want to go home I wanna feel like everything's okay again Dont wanna be here I wanna disappear I wanna be okay like I always have been And I can't ever get out of my head It's like I'm locked up cold and dead I've washed away every feeling of happiness I miss everything that I once had including my own mind But as long as I have you here Then I guess I'll be alright
5.
Do you know what it's like to feel useless I'd be here for you but no one fucking needs me You motherfuckers think it's all a joke Well I'll show you a joke I'll watch you choke On every single word you ever said about me I will take what's mine And burn everything you are to the ground Bury me alive I'll take what you said to my grave You will never forget this face You will never forget my name Every day I am beaten to the ground This loneliness suffocates me The mirror reminds me of how used to feel But now numbness sounds like the only escape I will destroy everything you once held dear Fuck I feel like like hit rock bottom Now the floor is where I lay head Do you you know Do you care at all Never mind Never fucking mind
6.
Are you listening 'Cause at this point I don't give a fuck anymore Crossing these state borders and Tearing my vocal chords apart I wouldn't call it arrogance But I've been down so much I feel I deserve this This is not who I used to be Appreciation is something I'm not used to Seeing gray is the only way I grew But I'm over it I'm fucking over it No longer stunted in my youth The truth is The truth is I'm over it The truth is I've never been better Believe me when I say Tomorrow will be a better day Now I know it sounds cliché I'm only home when I'm away Don't get me wrong I still want to go home I've said this to myself Since I was fifteen years old The dents in my wall Still mean something to me But I've come to realize That I was just too blind to see That everything comes together eventually And now that I'm grown I know where to go from here Believe me when I say Tomorrow will be a better day Now I know it sounds cliché I'm only home when I'm away
7.
Beaten down and disrespected Now I think it's time we finally end this I am stronger than you and you know it And I'll be coming back with an army You will know my name For every time you tried to make me feel ashamed Only my friends could make me feel this pain But this goes out to all of you Who think I'm nothing This goes out to everyone Who counted me out Well look at me now I know for a fact that you can hear me So listen up or walk away I don't want your pity I never needed that I just want you know that I exist and that I am here to stay Who I am is something you can't take away I will prove myself to everyone Who never gave me the time of day I will be the one who stands up For everyone who feels thrown away I will prove myself (I will prove myself) To everyone (To everyone) I will be the one (I will be the one) Who stands up I will Shake the ground beneath your feet I will give Everything I have to give You will hear my voice You will remember me This goes out to everyone Who counted me out Well look at me now This goes out to everyone Who counted me out Well look at me now I know for a fact that you can hear me So listen up or walk away This song is for everyone Who counted me out Well can you hear me now I will never let you defeat me So listen up or get the fuck away Get the fuck away

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released June 30, 2016

Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Connor Haines of Corruption Recordings. www.facebook.com/corruptionrecs

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Nothing Planned San Jose, California

Bay Area Pop Punk/Easycore

Eli Truitt – Vocals
Franky Nicoletta – Lead Guitar
Kyle Gurrola – Rythym Guitar
Eddie Smith – Bass Guitar
John Needham – Drums

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