I Can Smile Again

by Nothing Planned

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released June 30, 2016

Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Connor Haines of Corruption Recordings. www.facebook.com/corruptionrecs

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Nothing Planned San Jose, California

Bay Area Pop Punk/Easycore

Eli Truitt – Vocals
Franky Nicoletta – Lead Guitar
Kyle Gurrola – Rythym Guitar
Eddie Smith – Bass Guitar
John Needham – Drums

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Track Name: Anchors Away, Angels! (feat. Joel David)
Finding peace in paradise
Is not as easy as it seems
But for now I can wake up
Feeling okay with my dreams
I used to fall asleep
Resenting who I was
But I can't change even if I try
Cuz This is what I love

I stand (I stand)
I stand on my own
I am (I am)
I am not alone
Meet the new me
It started out slow
But it's staring to grow on me
Close to home is where I'll always be
Standing tall with the world at my feet

Good intentions
I swear I'll make it through the day
Negativity
What I have but not what I need

So step up or step off
You've come a little too close
I think it's time I stand up
Every motherfucker will know
I do this for me
For me and no one else
You'll see me at the top
From the bottom where you dwell

Meet the new me (Meet the new me)
It started out slow
But it's starting to grow on me
Close to home is where I'll always be
Standing tall with the world at my feet
Track Name: I Didn't Ask for Sass (I'm Not Sure Why You Decided to Give It to Me)
I'm over being lonely
I'm over being left out
I want to feel like someone wants me
But not the point where I'm lonely again
I spent the last fifteen months on my knees
And now I just want to feel free
Is it too much to ask
For something rather than nothing at all

I'm so done with everyone turning against me
I don't want to lose what already have
But is it too much to ask for something more

I'm bored out of my fucking mind
Am I living or just alive

The only one that can change me is myself
I refuse to live my live according to anyone else

I'm so done with everyone turning against me
I don't want to lose what already have
But is it too much to ask for something more

Go ahead and judge me
You'll find that you're greatly outnumbered

I'm so done with everyone turning against me
I don't want to lose what already have
But is it too much to ask for something more
Track Name: Laughing Stock
The nights are over waiting
Staring at my phone screen
The walls were closing in
Escaped to see you get crushed in between

Every day I wonder why I stayed so long
Taped my mouth shut for a year
Now I can finally write this song

I'm walking away
Questioning everything
My mind was dark and cold
And to be honest that shit was getting old

I can smile again
But I can't call you my friend

The nights are over waiting
Staring at my phone screen
The walls were closing in
Escaped to see you get crushed in between
You're so clueless and the truth is
I will never be the same
You're a laughing stock and it's no shock
Turns out you're the one who needed me

I'm done apologizing for being all I could be
I never asked you for much
And yet you still betrayed me

You always wanted more
When I gave you everything
And you walked right out that door
Lying to my face

I can smile again
But I can't call you my friend

I can smile again
But I can't call you my friend

The nights are over waiting
Staring at my phone screen
The walls were closing in
Escaped to see you get crushed in between
You're so clueless and the truth is
I will never be the same
You're a laughing stock and it's no shock
Turns out you're the one who needed me

You know what
I still think about you
Not in the same way
You're a laughing stock and it's no shock
Turns out you're the one who needed me
Track Name: A Shade of Grey You've Never Seen
I need a wake up call
'Cause some days I can't get out of bed
I'm spiraling out of control
I just need to get out of my own head
I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
And I carry the hate of the world on my back

And I can't ever get out of my head
It's like I'm locked up cold and dead
I've washed away every feeling of happiness
I miss everything that I once had including my own mind
But as long as I have you here
Then I guess I'll be alright

Grow up and move on is what they always say
But it's hard when I haven't fucking moved all day
Leave me alone and get out of my face
I can't find the time when I have no place

And I can't ever get out of my head
It's like I'm locked up cold and dead
I've washed away every feeling of happiness
I miss everything that I once had including my own mind
But as long as I have you here
Then I guess I'll be alright

I've lost all sense of control
I'm digging myself deeper and deeper (Into a hole)
I just want to make it out alive
I need to breathe I need to see the light

Wake me up

I want to go home
I want to go home
I wanna feel like everything's okay again
Dont wanna be here
I wanna disappear
I wanna be okay like I always have been


And I can't ever get out of my head
It's like I'm locked up cold and dead
I've washed away every feeling of happiness
I miss everything that I once had including my own mind
But as long as I have you here
Then I guess I'll be alright
Track Name: Someone Is Following Me
Do you know what it's like to feel useless
I'd be here for you but no one fucking needs me
You motherfuckers think it's all a joke
Well I'll show you a joke
I'll watch you choke
On every single word you ever said about me
I will take what's mine
And burn everything you are to the ground

Bury me alive
I'll take what you said to my grave
You will never forget this face
You will never forget my name

Every day I am beaten to the ground
This loneliness suffocates me
The mirror reminds me of how used to feel
But now numbness sounds like the only escape

I will destroy everything you once held dear

Fuck
I feel like like hit rock bottom
Now the floor is where I lay head
Do you you know
Do you care at all
Never mind
Never fucking mind
Track Name: That Fool Mr. Brown
Are you listening
'Cause at this point I don't give a fuck anymore
Crossing these state borders and
Tearing my vocal chords apart

I wouldn't call it arrogance
But I've been down so much
I feel I deserve this
This is not who I used to be

Appreciation is something I'm not used to
Seeing gray is the only way I grew
But I'm over it
I'm fucking over it
No longer stunted in my youth

The truth is
The truth is I'm over it
The truth is
I've never been better

Believe me when I say
Tomorrow will be a better day
Now I know it sounds cliché
I'm only home when I'm away

Don't get me wrong
I still want to go home
I've said this to myself
Since I was fifteen years old
The dents in my wall
Still mean something to me
But I've come to realize
That I was just too blind to see
That everything comes together eventually
And now that I'm grown
I know where to go from here

Believe me when I say
Tomorrow will be a better day
Now I know it sounds cliché
I'm only home when I'm away
Track Name: Kick Me While I'm Down
Beaten down and disrespected
Now I think it's time we finally end this
I am stronger than you and you know it
And I'll be coming back with an army

You will know my name
For every time you tried to make me feel ashamed
Only my friends could make me feel this pain
But this goes out to all of you
Who think I'm nothing

This goes out to everyone
Who counted me out
Well look at me now
I know for a fact that you can hear me
So listen up or walk away

I don't want your pity
I never needed that
I just want you know that I exist and that
I am here to stay
Who I am is something you can't take away

I will prove myself to everyone
Who never gave me the time of day
I will be the one who stands up
For everyone who feels thrown away

I will prove myself (I will prove myself)
To everyone (To everyone)
I will be the one (I will be the one)
Who stands up

I will
Shake the ground beneath your feet

I will give
Everything I have to give
You will hear my voice
You will remember me

This goes out to everyone
Who counted me out
Well look at me now

This goes out to everyone
Who counted me out
Well look at me now
I know for a fact that you can hear me
So listen up or walk away

This song is for everyone
Who counted me out
Well can you hear me now
I will never let you defeat me
So listen up or get the fuck away

Get the fuck away